Scintillations and Vacillations

distort plans awaken dreams play safe break play

Kamusta naman ang finals week?!!! That's a surefire exclamation and explanation about the retardation of many students, and teachers as well, during the week. Add to that the homey, chilly and sleepy atmosphere provided by the ITCZ roaming around the region. Everybody's sleepy, but we must stay awake to keep our dignities high. But besides that crap, I am under the hunger, confusion, laziness, wanting-to-be-idle state-of-mind. Yet I need to catch up, lest I want to be a couch potato forever. I am assuming that I will not be renewed next sem. But I want to stay for good. My hunger is seeping through my stomach. It's heating me hot. I want KFC Extreme Hot Shots.

I do not know yet if I'm going to stay in the University. First, my contract ends in October 19. One more thing, I haven't been asked to renew my contract. (I still owe some things to UE though). But one thing's for sure. I enjoyed my stay. I enjoyed being with the students. The mere fact that these kids are really amiable gives me a good idea of coming back even though I might not be related to UE anymore. In addition, I can see determination from students to leave their comfort zones behind and learn. I see hidden desires. Even though these kids are limited by other unmotivated kids, they are motivated even more when they are well lauded. I enjoyed being with others. I may have been gossiped at or being thrown stones at by some people but I have learned a lot from these people. I may have not found the woman whom I'll be home with but, I found a real good friend. I still have more things to do and I don't think I'm saying goodbye yet. I think even that it is t...