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Some Musings

I was diagnosed with General Anxiety Disorder and Adjustment Disorder with Depressed mood back in October and I am trying to fight it by giving myself a little mental reset, i.e. sick/vacation leave. My doctor prescribed some meds to keep me sane as I go through these since most likely, this will be a lifelong condition. Right now, I am away from all that stresses me out and it helps to take a step back and not confront everything head on everyday, which is kind of my daily grind.  Having to embrace the grind everyday took its toll on me earlier than most of my peers... Or so I thought. Probably, some of them has my condition too but don't know if that really is the case, or denies having it, but then, who knows? Anyway, most people would probably asking what is wrong with embracing the daily grind. Nothing, really, I'd say, but of course, our brains can only take so much. Plus, I unknowingly cause myself some harm by trying to think too hard, or simply trying a little too hard...