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it's gonna be the first day of classes in UE tomorrow... and i'm darn nervous... am i going to meet students again? am i going to find another work? did the elders like me? (of course, they don't, but not all). thing is, i hold in my hand my chances.

i'm starting to think of plans for tomorrow. i might wear my most formal so that i can apply for another work if i'm not given work. i might not say good bye. that's too emotional. but thing is, if i'm not renewed, thanks for the chance they gave me, and for the nice memories too. if i'm renewed, well, i'll start working on my improvement. i need to be so mature. i need to correct the dumbest mistakes i ever made and move all the way to the top.

i'll miss my friends and my studes if i'm gone. i'll prove to them i'm better now, if another chance comes along. i love this job. contrary to confucius, i'll work even more for it.

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